Monday, January 25, 2010

Journaling

Many years ago I began keeping a journal. The matters inside were very private. Today I find putting my feelings and thoughts on paper and then stuffing it in a draw is just not good enough. Words are an expression of a persons inner journey. They convey the most hiden things about one. Why would I benifit by sharing my inner journey here on this page for anyone to read? Of this I am not sure but I do know my life has meaning and purpose. My suffering can become more if I share it with others. Transparency comes to mind and I like it. Am I fearful about putting my life out there? Well with certainty I can tell you I am afraid. Afraid of the judgement of others. I can also tell you I am a rebell at heart.I have always made my own way in this world and I will continue to do so till the day I die. So here I will cut loose and give you a ring side seat to my imperfect life! Here I will try to keep it real and walk out my own salvation through fear and trembling. You will I am quite sure have opinions about how I do this. I want you to be sure to share those feelings as well! I feel I must take a chance and really live!
Blogging is a new concept and a really great one! Walking on this earth is tempoary and words seem to have a shelf life that outlasts the writer. So please read my journal and feel freedom to look into my world and maybe your life will look all the better after you see mine or maybe you will see it is much more exciting than the one I disclose. Either way feel free to look!