Today I visited my new neurologist . This was significant because I called yesterday and they said their first appointment available would not be till Dec. 7 th., I told them I would take it as I was in trouble and I needed help. Sometimes you have to accept what is, so as to receive what is possible. Needless to say 1 hour later I got a call and I was in, in less than 24 hours. I have shared that I have a seizure disorder and I thought I had it under control. Well for a while now I have been plagued by all kinds of neurological symptoms, to many to mention. I have felt some serious concern and had to work through my doubts and fears. I am really not afraid of death so much as having to live in a body that robs me of my ability to think and reason. The physical handicaps are more than enough to get a handle on but to me losing my ability to write and think and encourage others would be devastating. Brad and I have been very fearful but hopeful, which has caused us to really bond on a deep level, my husband is my HERO !
I write because I am relieved and happy that something can be done to help me. Oh and by the way most all the stuff I was blaming on perimenopause was in fact my seizure disorder, hope all the women I have scared with my stories can take some peace in that! The good news is my Dr. is a seizure disorder specialist , so folks Pam is about to get re-educated on all the things seizure! So I posted this because a few people knew I was having problems and I wanted to let them know I am OK ! Pray for me please, and in that prayer give thanks for all God has done for me and all He continues to teach with Epilepsy
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